Good question. I’ve been on this world for 21 years and every day I’m still in the progress of trying to answer that question. Will I ever have it? – No clue. But I feel every day I get a little bit closer to answering and understanding who exactly I am, and frankly why I’m here. And I know I can’t be the only 21 year old out there pondering their existence and meaning of being here.. Too deep? With that being said, here are a few things I do know about myself thus far:
Well, let’s dig a little bit deeper than my “About” section..
1. I’m a very family oriented individual. I come from a tight knit – crazy ass Italian family consisting of my father, mother, younger brother and me. Oh, and let’s not forget my bundle of joy – my 13 year old pom-poo puppy. I call her a puppy merely for the fact that she’s a big baby since the day we brought her home. She deserves a blog post all on her own, so I won’t write too much about her just yet. And yes, at the moment she’s my foot warmer. Damn, is it ever cold in Toronto. Dogs are really multi purpose animals. Besides her, my parents are incredibly loving, caring, and supportive human beings. I could go on endlessly about their nature and way but I’ll simply just say that they are the epitome of love and never ending supporters in my life and for that I know I am truly blessed. It saddens me because I know how many broken families there are in today’s world – So my family is something I definitely hold close to my heart and cherish more than anything else.
2. Mission Trips. Exactly that. It brings my heart to life and makes me just that much of a happier individual. I guess I shouldn’t just label it mission trips, but rather volunteering my time to others – whether it’s thousands of miles away from my home, down the street or at a soup kitchen, needless to say it makes me feel something that I feel no amount of money, materialistic thing or other worldly possessions can repay you back with. If you’ve done something familiar I’m sure you’re right with me. Growing up in a Christian house hold we were brought up with not rules, but rather simple practices to do good unto others, brought up with love, to take nothing for granted, and to cherish what we had, to realize that everything we had was a blessing and there was always less fortunate than us. Again – I wanna do another blog post on this all together – the mission trips I’ve done and the beautiful and eye opening experiences that came along with it.
3. I’m super adventurous. I love anything that makes me go out of my comfort zone. And that, I believe is something that over time people have to really figure out about themselves and have an itch to discover. How exactly that happened to me was my first mission trip to Monte Cristi (A province in the north-west of the Dominican Republic) and Haiti. It was my first year in college, I knew absolutely no one in the progress of applying, yet I felt the need to go and through it I had one of the most magical and amazing experiences of my life thus far. Who would’ve known? And I can tell you before that I would of never had the balls to do anything alone or a matter of fact, go on a plane with 9 other strangers I’ve never met to do missionary work in an unfamiliar country. But, it was the best decision I made. I feel that now I can will be up for anything when it comes my way. Offer me a ticket to the next plane out of here, no questions asked and I’m all packed and headed out that door. Care to join?
4. Numbero Quattro. Ah, how significant. This is something that I would literally dread talking about before but found strength in it to talk about it – the fact I realized I started wanting to talk about it to encourage others and myself from the pain it brought me – yet the happiness of recovery. 4 years ago I suffered from an eating disorder – but damn am I proud of myself for getting back on track – yes, I’m still in the process every day of making my body that much better and healthier, but I have beat the hell out of it for the most part. Dealing with it wasn’t easy but it leads to why I now live such an active and healthy life style (as you’ll soon start to see under my Health & Fitness tab). I say to hell with the stereotypes that media portrays – if you feel amazing in your own skin then you’re already there.
That’s all for now, until next post.
xoxo
– E